I am still fighting with my big and small fears

ten, or The little girl character

Here is my heart

F

Stand here to save lives

twenty, or Good Lord, it's me, Jane

Como questo

The buildup to and takeaway from

This essay is done

thirty, or Come here fear

Course of one's life

The blogger's wife

What belongs to us

forty, or Optimist

Real and imaginary ghosts

We say and do kind things

The wrong way to save your life

Appendix: Tools or weapons, depending on your translation.