COVER PAGE; TITLE PAGE; COPYRIGHT PAGE; TABLE OF CONTENTS; INTRODUCTION; CHAPTER 1 Unforeseen Horizons; CHAPTER 2 Leave No Man Behind; CHAPTER 3 Controlled Chaos; CHAPTER 4 Decision Time; CHAPTER 5 Wanting to Die; CHAPTER 6 Baby Steps; CHAPTER 7 35 Days of Hell; CHAPTER 8 White Rabbit; CHAPTER 9 Just 10 Feet; CHAPTER 10 My Next Step; ACKNOWLEDGMENTS; BACK ADD