Front Cover; Title Page; Copyright; Dedication; Epigraph; Contents; 1 Pick Up Your Feet; 2 Go Home, Grandma; 3 Rhododendron and Rattlesnakes; 4 Wild Dogs; 5 How'd You Get in Here?; 6 Our Fight; 7 Lady Tramp; 8 Attention; 9 Good Hard Life; 10 Storm; 11 Shelter; 12 I'll Get There; 13 Destruction; 14 So Much Behind; 15 All by Myself; 16 Return to Rainbow Lake; 17 Aloneness More Complete than Ever; 18 Again; 19 Pioneer Woman; 20 Blazing; 21 Monuments; Epilogue; Acknowledgments; Bibliography; Index; About the Author; Back Cover.