Part I. The girls

Phone bombs

The girls

Against the tide

Conditions of worth

What the soul said

Part II. The marrow of the bones

The match

Elpis

Blue holes

Mother cells

The mystery

Rejection and attack

Part III. The marrow of the self

Beshert

Sisters of the revolution

Hiding somewhere near us

What Is the soul?

Genius and Juno

Authenticity deficit disorder

The certified human parenting manual

My mother's face

Reading Anna Karenina for the third time

Part IV. The transplant

The field

Truth-aches

The harvest

Be careful when a naked person offers you a shirt

The word

Special

Swimming upstream

Chimera

Strength to strength

Dear Deepak

Amor fati

Same-same, but different

Part V. The days between

Plum jam

Other sunsets

Roots and seeds

Mother love

Sisters

Don't make assumptions

The perfect match

Prayer

Part VI. Gone to seed

Death with dignity

Teaching meditation at the Brain Trauma Center

My mother's death

Manipura

New Year's Eve

The kind of bird who tells you how

Completing the curriculum.