Am I a pathological liar?
I'm under constant surveillance
My desire to become special isn't special at all
What should I do to know myself better?
Regulating, judging, being disappointed, leaving
Obsession with appearances and histrionic personality disorder
Why do you like me? Will you still like me if I do this? Or this?
Epilogue: it's okay, those who don't face darkness can never appreciate the light
Psychiatrist's note: from one incompleteness to another
Postscript: reflections of life following therapy.