Prologue

Slightly depressed

Am I a pathological liar?

I'm under constant surveillance

My desire to become special isn't special at all

The Goddamn self-esteem

What should I do to know myself better?

Regulating, judging, being disappointed, leaving

Medication side effects

Obsession with appearances and histrionic personality disorder

Why do you like me? Will you still like me if I do this? Or this?

I don't look pretty

Rock bottom

Epilogue: it's okay, those who don't face darkness can never appreciate the light

Psychiatrist's note: from one incompleteness to another

Postscript: reflections of life following therapy.